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I am desperately trying to put off my tutorials because I don't know how to do them. I open my books and I feel lost. I didn't exactly sign up to take this course in Greek. I just wish I was a little smarter, grasped things a little faster, concentrated a little better. I'm not asking to be God-like in my studies or for the IQ of Einstein. I just want to get my As so I don't feel so fucking horrible about myself. I guess the pressure from my course mates and setting such high standards for myself are the reasons why I'm going crazy. I was so devastated by my mid-sem test results that I have just plain given up on all school work. I should've just accepted the fact that I have always been just an average student and this is my glass ceiling. 

And here are some gross pictures from last week when Tzehui and Elisha came over to rot.