I wish I could be as alright as I appear to be.
I am so overwhelmed. By sadness, anger, stress, and loneliness. What's worse is I have no one to talk to, and nothing to make myself feel better. I just wish I had someone who could understand everything I'm dealing with right now. But who's left?
I really can't take it. I really can't. I am putting up a feeble fight, a fight I'm losing. I constantly find myself crying, giving myself a bad headache. I have never felt so bitter, so helpless. So alone.