Today was such a good day.
We collected our SGCs, had a short chat with Miss Kok and Miss Lee, then rotted in the canteen for a bit. While rotting, I also saw many people I haven't seen in a long time! I absorbed as much as I could of the PL's familiar sights and sounds. Finally moved our asses to go get lunch, and finally ended up at bestie's.
We played cards (which I don't really like because the speed of my reaction is like........), Pictionary, Boggle and Twister. I swear Twister was so fucking epic, butts in each other faces and all. It made me perspire so much! We had dinner at Mad Jack, but my pasta was so spicy T~T. I exceeded my curfew again, but I told my mom that I needed to spend more time with my friends because we wouldn't be seeing each other anytime soon. Glad she understood!
I don't mean to sound sappy in this upcoming part of the post, but it's such a terrible feeling to know that school is starting soon. I have not been feeling it until today, suddenly everything feels so real. I keep thinking "Oh not to worry, there's still a few weeks till school starts," but now it's just down to a matter of days. What scares me isn't the fact that I have to adjust to a whole new environment with 15,000 strange faces, but the fact that I have to finally leave the environment I've grown to be so comfortable in.
While we visited PL today, I could feel the familiar warmth once more. As we were leaving bestie's, Rossie and I simultaneously whined about how we wish we were back in good old PL. Now I truly can understand what they meant by "PL's sheltering walls". I feel like I'm being chased out of my home and forced to live in someone else's.
I saw these three beings every single day, especially in the past year. Eating together, studying together, bitching about irritating maggots together, goofing around together, laughing together/at each other, going through the fucking big Os together, and just being there for one another, I'll miss every single bit of it. I know this is not the end but it feels like a big portion of my life is suddenly being snatched away.
(BIG FAT SIGH) However, as I said, this is not the end. This will not get in the way of the even happier times we'll continue to spend with each other!!!! And this marks the end of my bittersweet post. Thank you for taking the time to read to the end although it was pretty wordy. No, there are no pictures for today, so bye.
