Pushing all of this to the back of my head

I've grown to be less dependent on my computer now. It's about time anyway. I want to feel empty, as if a part of me is missing, if I don't study. I aim to be lifeless from now on. Books are a good distraction from all the shit going around me.

And so is my camera. Whenever I hold Rebel up, I feel calm.

Where I go to war with my emotions

Comfort food

My new ribbon

Anyway papa said that he's getting me a 50mm portrait lens for meeeeeeee!

On a side note, I have a sudden urge to head out to town with Kim, Lixian and Nicole! I really miss hanging out with them, getting lost on the streets when either one of them takes the lead, then finding our way around after stealing maps from hotels, quarreling over which movie to watch, going crazy because the time on the neoprint machine is running out. All the simple things that make me happy.

Is it so hard to be happy?